urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone cootiefreezone cootiefreezone 2007-11-23T04:09:01Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:7265 2007-11-23T04:09:01Z 2007-11-23T04:09:01Z nocturne i haven't done the lj thing in awhile but i'm in puerto rico at my house and as beautiful as it is and as much as I love it, I am bored out of my mind. Too much time to think and I realized I was thinking about everything that has changed since pretty much the last time I wrote in this thing.<br /><br />I have no more wonderful good safe loving affectionate warm really into puggles boyfriend. It's bad, but not that bad because it also means I have no more make me want to cry ignore me all the time going through a major life crisis smarter and better then me at everything boyfriend either.<br /><br />but i miss him, and deep down i know he is a good person and we just weren't good for eachother any longer and this is healthy. <br /><br />i took a semester off school and for like 2 weeks sat on my ass then made myself busier then ever because I have no self control. maybe i'll post some pictures from the shows I designed, if this isn't just an impulse bored in PR thing.<br /><br />one week from now i will be in the office eating veselka watching detective stabler and sorting out the circle with dakota. all will be right in my world again.<br /><br />reading back a few entries that guy that i keep referring to who obviously was not travis is back in the picture. but in a casual healthy way.<br /><br />i have been listening to cold spring harbor on repeat for about 3 weeks and its still fucking amazing. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:6971 2007-03-29T03:09:49Z 2007-03-29T03:09:49Z The Thong Song Today I scored a perfect on the penis game. I want to get a new piercing or tattoo, Travis thinks Im crazy. My room is clean! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:6825 2007-03-17T02:07:32Z 2007-03-17T02:07:32Z hedwig is over. and this week my body turned against me and punished me for treating it like shit in the past month. it's a smart body. sent me to bed for a week, earned me some percocet. <br /><br />hawaii sucks, stole my guy.<br />i need a job,any ideas? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:6646 2007-02-25T06:35:50Z 2007-02-25T06:35:50Z <a href="http://www.the-n.com/games/quiz/3126"><img src="http://www.the-n.com/media/quiz/badges/prez_quiz/lincoln.gif" border="0" /></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:6244 2007-02-11T17:41:57Z 2007-02-11T17:41:57Z i know it seems liek this is all i write baout...but its all i do.<br />sorry<br /><br />HEDWIG AND THE ANGRY INCH<br /><br />Produced by Travis Sawyer<br />Associate Produced by Lee Kasper<br />Starring Preston Martin and Dana Schmitt<br />Directed by Chantel Pascente<br />Musical Directed by Adam Cochran<br />Scenic Design by Sarah Hoit<br />Costume Design by Josh Schwartz<br />Lighting Design by John Robichau<br />Sound Design by Alex Hawthorne<br />Projection Design by Shawn Duan<br />Stage Managed by Craig.<br /><br />Monday March 5th-Friday March 9th @ 8pm<br />Saturday March 10th @ 2pm and 8pm<br /><br />The Shop Theater<br />721 Broadway, 2nd Floor<br /><br />for TICKETS for to www.musicalslive.com <br />tickets go on sale TODAY the 11th! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:5963 2007-01-23T21:59:36Z 2007-01-23T21:59:36Z my doc says i have a cyst of my ovary, but it doesn't really mean anything. my mom has had a million. my first one. great.<br /><br />country western themed fundraising party this saturday night! come have a drink to support hedwig! let me know if you need the information...<br /><br />i have to get on a train now. i hate trains. <br /><br />i have anew favorite song, its called "Anyone else but you" by the moldy peaches. you wanna have a good day? go listen. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:5835 2006-11-29T03:42:52Z 2006-11-29T03:42:52Z HEDWIG and the ANGRY INCH AUDITIONS!!!<br />next week<br />Tuesday and Wednesday 12/5 and 12/6 with callbacks on Friday 12/8<br />if you are tish UG Drama BE THERE YO!<br /> let me know and I'll give you the audition requirements. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:5625 2006-11-14T21:58:40Z 2006-11-14T21:58:40Z sometimes things happen really fast. but i think it's really good.<br /><br />i tried on a coat that cost $900, it was amazing. i will yearn for it. <br /><br />i want new boots. perhaps that can happen this week.<br /><br />chocolate is about to take over my life again, it's that crazy time of the year CHRISTMAS!!! i'm scared.<br /><br />oprah is making me sad right now.<br /><br />"my beats is like candy" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:5179 2006-10-17T05:12:54Z 2006-10-17T05:12:54Z i'm about to walk around the city for the next 2 days with a rolling suitcase to carry a huge inflatable mattress, a winter coat and foam core. shoot me.<br /><br />does anyone want to write a paper for me? i'll pay. hehe urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:4936 2006-09-23T19:14:45Z 2006-09-23T19:14:45Z i have nothing to do today. and i think i should go back to sleep. i should sleep all day. and not think about designing or directing anything. it's gonna be flippin sweet. <br /><br />i love detective stabler like its my job.<br /><br />i don't want to be married right now. great thanks. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:4814 2006-09-16T05:04:37Z 2006-09-16T05:04:37Z life is in full swing.<br /><br />that cute boy is no longer that cute boy. <br />a nice boy likes me. <br />i apparently only like really feminine and annoying guys. if not feminine then latino. same shit.<br />rarrdy rarr rarr. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:4523 2006-09-02T19:51:31Z 2006-09-02T19:51:31Z i love my apartment. it's perfect. and i love it. and i love nyc. and i love walking places. and i love not having class. but i'm excited for class to start. right?<br /><br />i applied for an internship with MY Awesome 80s Prom and i really hope i hear back from them. i would get to be in the 80s every saturday night and be making commerical theater credits at the same time. hot. <br /><br />i need playwrights to give me a schedule already. I need to accept jobs but i can't until i have some idea about my availabilty. gr playwrights, gr.<br /><br />i went out last night with travis and his roommate alex. turned out to be a lot of fun. hmmm.<br /><br />amy is really worried about me overcommitting myself this semester. i guessi am too. i keep forgetting that THIS isn't actually my life. and i'll have committments. lots of them. hm.<br /><br />hm. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:4113 2006-08-26T01:58:00Z 2006-08-26T01:58:00Z i get there<br />i sit down<br />they put me in a room<br />a really cute med student comes in to do my pre exam interview<br />goes something like this:<br /><br />Cute Med Student: Wahts the problem<br />Me (trying to be cute and not phlegmy): uh, sinus blah blah blah<br />Cute Med Student: Ok, well i have soem routine questions<br />Me: Ok<br />regular questions regular answers for like 5 minutes<br />Cute Med STudent: So you're from the city?<br />Me: I live on the LES.<br />Cute Med Student: Thats cool, great area<br />Me: You work here?<br />Cute Med Student: I'm here for a month on rotation.<br />Me: That's great....blah blah blah small talk<br />Cute Med Student: a few more questions..<br />Me: Ok<br />Cute Med STudent: Do you smoke drink etc?<br />Me: Kind of i guess.<br />Cute Med Student: How much do you drink?<br />Me: I dunno, one or two nights a week.<br />Cute Med Stdent: Are you an alcoholic?<br />Me: uh, no.<br />Cute Med STudent: Mk, periods normal<br />Me (Stillt rying to be cute): ?Uh huh<br />Cute Med Student: Pee Poop?<br />Me: Normal.<br />Cute Med Student: Sexually active?<br />Me: I don't understand the question.<br /><br /><br />that's my life. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:3873 2006-08-24T19:40:39Z 2006-08-24T19:40:39Z i'm sick...and i'm kind of sad. i hope this isn't just me in NY. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:3720 2006-08-18T17:53:24Z 2006-08-18T17:53:24Z i'm basically a completely ridiculous person.<br />and pretty sad.<br /><br />the perfect guy came along, and then proved that he was so perfect that it was impossible. <br />i feel like crying but that seems both unnecessary and inappropriate.<br /><br />i'm moving back to the city tomorrow. that's happy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:3543 2006-08-15T04:58:51Z 2006-08-15T04:58:51Z and as always...he's fucking crazy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:3202 2006-08-14T04:08:56Z 2006-08-14T04:08:56Z he's cute. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:2913 2006-07-27T03:16:20Z 2006-07-27T03:16:20Z i havn't had a crush in two years. a real, butterflies everytime i see him, slightly weak in the knees, melt whenever he touches me sort of crush. i got one. he's sweet, and cute, and smart and just a genuinely good guy, while still being slightly off beat and funny. My type, but not too overly girly like every other guy i've been involved with...ever.<br /><br />and he likes me.<br /><br />i hope i'm not getting my hopes up, but i've decided that even if i am it's ok, because i've done nothing but be miserable since two summers ago and for the first time that guy isn't the only thing on my mind every day making me sad for absolutely no reason. could i have moved on? is that something that actually ever happens or is it just a nice idea, a sort of pretty mirage to cover up the fact that you're actually just waiting for the next person to obsess about? I don't know.<br /><br />but i have butterflies. <br />and i like it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:2664 2006-07-25T15:37:22Z 2006-07-25T15:37:22Z Infinity Repertory Theatre Company Presents...<br /><br />THE ROCKY HORROR SHOW!<br /><br /><br />Directed by Chantel Pascente<br />Musical Direction by Drew Walraven<br />Choreography by Sarah Shankman<br /><br />PRE-SHOW COSTUME CONTEST!!!<br /><br />Showtimes...<br />Friday Aug. 11th @ 8pm<br />Saturday Aug. 12th @ 7:30pm and MIDNIGHT<br /><br />Tickets are $10. <br /><br />For reservations or information call the Pulse Performing Arts Center at 914-864-1880 or <br />you can contact me <br />directly by email or 914-329-9068.<br />Last year this show sold out the entire weekend of 4 shows, get your tickets early!!<br />The Pulse Performing Arts Center is located at <br />238 Rte. 117 Bypass Rd.<br />Bedford Hills, NY<br />(1 hour right off the metro north from Grand Central) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:2351 2006-07-06T22:28:38Z 2006-07-06T22:28:38Z i've figured out the problem with urban outfitters. i shoudl start by saying i buy stuff there..and i don't care who judges me for it. so now the issue, much more then the fact that there are as many urbans as there are starbucks the real issue is inside the store. it is impossible to touch ANYTHING in that palce without it falling off the hangar. It's a plague. If you breath too hard in the presence of one of the incredibly soft blouses you run the risk of it shredding into a million pieces and it will DEFINITELY hit the floor. <br />and i think they do it on purpose. it's part of their weeding system. they make you feel self conscience and frustrated if you are not 100% confident. you have to ADORE having people stare at you while you bend down to shop there. Thats how they weed out those of us not cool enough to buy their clothes. <br /><br />that and the insane over pricing. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:2190 2006-06-30T03:33:15Z 2006-06-30T03:33:15Z i have a manhattan address. hot huh? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:1972 2006-06-28T03:40:25Z 2006-06-28T03:40:25Z do you ever not want to do anything? <br /><br />camp started...i hate theatre camp children! it's basically a group of kids who are rich and aren't good at sports or crafts. but tyler's back..he's a special kid.<br /><br />i want to move far far far away for awhile. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:1753 2006-06-24T03:10:32Z 2006-06-24T03:10:32Z i am home from the south.<br />i loved it.<br />things that were great....steak...chicken...southern boys...sweet tea...matt...cannon....larkin...larkin's roommates...Alex...Alex's car...kanye...quiznos...crab cakes...the beach...the pool....black jesus statues<br />things that scared the crap out of me...south of the border...billboards that read "Lost? I am the way!" with a giant picture of jesus...people my age wearing giant W tee shirts....southern trucker men...italian food...WK...dogs<br /><br />i miss my maggie may and the car that carried us through the south never actually knowing what speed were driving. but i'm glad to be around. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:1361 2006-06-22T05:33:23Z 2006-06-22T05:33:23Z i love charleston.<br />my recommendation: everyone, go find a nice southern boy with funny hair and have lots and lots of great sex. just do it. please.<br /><br />more on the road trip when i really get home on friday.<br /><br />bye ya'll. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cootiefreezone:1130 2006-06-07T20:16:07Z 2006-06-07T20:16:07Z really short hair cut???<br />yase?<br />no?